You know, friends are the most important people in our lives, and probably the hardest ones to get along with. It amazes me sometimes at the quibbles friends will have when there are more serious and real problems out there. In the last few months, I have found it increasingly difficult to keep in touch with my friends. I don't have the time I used to, I don't access the internet like I used to, I don't feel like the same person anymore, and because I have become so unsure of myself I don't even know if those who I used to call friends will even like me anymore. In the last couple months, I have a very close friend who almost lost her five year old child. I am currently facing my b***h of an ex trying to rip my own kids away from me yet again (which I am bound I am not gonna let her do which is going to be a big ugly fight which I'm not really looking forward to). I have a very shaky relationship trying to start which I know is going to be affected by all this. I look around me every day and I wonder how I make it anymore, I swear sometimes I'm not sure that if it weren't for my kids I wouldn't try, and with all this going on I seem to have LOST TOUCH WITH THE PEOPLE WHO MEAN THE MOST TO ME which again is pretty much my fault in itself and I can't really be upset at them about it when I'm the one who seems to have kicked himself off the face of the planet again. Oh well, where was I? Oh, the thing I was trying to say, if my meaning got lost in there somewhere is DON'T LET STUPID S**T COME BETWEEN YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS which I hope someone listens to because friends are really the most important people you'll ever have in your life, and it hurts a lot to lose touch with them. I think that's all I had to say.